I have been blessed with many experiences in my lifetime – some of them incredibly joyful, while others have been marked with struggle, fear, grief and loss. What I have learned and continue to learn is every experience is here to enlighten me, not hurt me. And just because I am experiencing resistance or struggle, does not mean I have done something wrong or am on the wrong path. In fact, the truth is, each time I move closer to living in more truth and abundance, a whole new layer of resistance often rises. I have been experiencing another rising layer over the last few months and it has not always been so comfortable. And yet I am grateful for each and every moment of it. I SING about that here.
Two years ago, I made a list on the new moon at the end of November of all I wanted to create. Many of these things have come to pass: – I wrote and recorded a CD, I founded a business offering music, meditation and energy healing which now has an office in Barnstable Village, I developed new relationships which have helped me grow exponentially. It has not always been easy, or clear, or felt “right”. What I do know, however, is that I have comitted to living my life in a way that is in service to others and in service to offering my unique gifts the best way I know how. And at this point, there is no going back.
Over the last 21 days, I have (once again) asked the questions: who am I? what do I want? How may I serve? (thanks Deepak for all your free meditations) and once again I am reminded: I AM LOVE. I am deeply loved. I am here to experience more love. I am here to LOVE LOVE LOVE more and more people. All I need to do is get out of the way of what I think that looks like and just be it. LOVE doesn’t look any one way – it just is.
Love is. We are love. Let’s love more.
Now this may sound like a hippy dippy la la fantasy way of looking at life, but I can tell you, I have lived enough and experienced enough to say truly: there is NOTHING more valuable than being love and sharing love. – feeling an energy of oneness and purpose and passion coarsing through your bloodstream and cells and letting it expand out into the room, home, or village you live in. To hold a consciousness of well-being for yourself and all is the greatest service and I recomittt again to this purpose on this new moon. Thank you to SQ Wellness and Derek O’Neill who have always supported me as best they can towards this goal
So, on this new moon, may we all look into the mirror, give ourselves a big wet loving kiss, and dance forward with grace and joy towards a heart, a life, a living, a family, and a world abundantly vibrating in love, peace, truth, right-conduct, & non-violence……..not to mention a wicked lotta FUN!!
love love love